Thursday, August 4, 2016

MY REAL LIFE CAVEAT...FROM A MOMENT IN MY EYES.

SORRY FOR ALL THE THINGS THAT GO ON IN MY HEAD. I JUST SIMPLY WRITE THEM DOWN IN BLOG FORMAT, AND POST THEM ONLINE...USING THE BACKDROP OF MY LIFE, GROWING UP IN A CHRISTIAN/MORMON HOME, BEING CONFUSED ON SO MANY THINGS THAT PEOPLE SAY AND I AM SIMPLY TRYING TO SEE ALL THINGS FROM MY ANGLE AND SIMPLY SHARE MY STORY AND THE THINGS THAT HAVE HAD THE MOST IMPACT ON ME, AND HOW I TRULY DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY, FOR SAYING THESE SIMPLE THINGS, 21 WEEKS IN A ROOM IN A HOSPITAL JUST BECAUSE I SAID I'D LIKE TO RUN FOR PRESIDENT SOMEDAY, TO PRESENT A PLAN TO THE WORLD THAT CAN TRULY ERADICATE POVERTY AND HEAL THE WORLD'S ECONOMY, THUS BRINGING PEACE MUST QUICKER THAN JUST EVENTUALLY. I NEVER SAID THAT I TOLD THEM THAT I COULD OR WOULD BECOME PRESIDENT AND THAT I COULD DO ALL THOSE THINGS...IT'S JUST THAT WHEN YOU SAY YOU ARE GOING TO RUN FOR PRESIDENT SOMETIME'S PEOPLE HEAR YOU A LITTLE MORE AND HEAR WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY JUST A LITTLE MORE...I THOUGHT THAT TO SIMPLY GET THIS INTO THE OPEN I COULD SAY THAT I WILL RUN FOR PRESIDENT. THE PERSON I WOULD TRULY VOTE FOR WHO TRULY I FEEL THAT SHOULD BECOME PRESIDENT, FROM BEING A 36 YEARS OLD WHO GREW UP IN A CHRISTIAN HOME, WHO HAS MENTAL ILLNESS, BUT IS SIMPLY JUST A KIND PERSON...THIS IS HOW I WOULD VOTE ACCORDING TO MY CONSCIOUS SO YOU CAN KNOW WHAT I TRULY BELIEVE CAN TAKE AWAY SO MANY OF THE EARTHS PROBLEMS SO QUICKLY. .I BELIEVE THAT THE HUMANITY PARTY AND THE CREATORS OF, AND THEIR PLAN, CAN TRULY ERADICATE POVERTY AND TRULY HEAL ALL THE WORLD ECONOMIC WOES AND END ALL WARS....I still to this day have not met any person that understands this world and it's cultures and it's problems and all things it truly seems to me...than Christopher Marc Nemelka he is the Person I would vote for President...I SIMPLY CALL MY SELF JESUS CHRIST BECAUSE EVERYBODY ALWAYS TELL ME THAT I LOOK JUST LIKE HIM AND THE MAJORITY OF PEOPLE THAT MEET ME ON THE STREET, THAT TALK TO ME IN PERSON, KEEP SAYING THAT SHIT. I GOT SO SICK OF IT, THAT I JUST STARTED CALLING MYSELF JESUS CHRIST TO EVERYONE IN THE COMMUNITY AND EVERY ONE I MET...AND I WOULD PURPOSELY ONLY SAY HIS WORDS TO EVERYONE, NO MATTER WHAT JUST TO SEE WHAT IT WOULD BE LIKE IF A MAN TRULY CAME AND CLAIMED THAT HE WAS A MESSIAH, AND IF THEY WOULD BELIEVE...AND IF NO ONE BELIEVED TODAY, IN THOSE EXACT TEACHINGS TODAY, THEN WHAT MAKES THEM THINK THEY WOULD ACCEPT A MAN THAT WENT AROUND TWO THOUSAND YEARS AGO SAYING THE SAME THING...JUST BY A DIFFERENT NAME....I JUST FOR ONCE WANT THEM TO CALL ME BY MY REAL NAME, I DON'T LOOK LIKE ANYBODY OTHER THAN MYSELF...I TRULY LIKE TO BE CALLED STEPHEN...NOT STEVE...STEPHEN. NOT JESUS, NOT JAMES... I DO NOT KNOW HIM, I HAVE NOT MET HIM, BUT I THINK IF HE WERE REAL, AS I THINK HE TRULY MAY BE..I THINK HE WOULD BE JUST A CHILL DUDE. IF HE IS REAL I WOULD LIKE TO MEET HIM SOMEDAY AND HEAR FROM HIS MOUTH HOW HIS LIFE TRULY WAS...I WISH THAT I CAN HEAR HIM FACE TO FACE, IT WOULD BE SO COOL TO SEE THAT, TO SEE THE PERSON WHO IS THE SAVIOR OF THE ENTIRE HUMAN RACE. I ONLY SAY WHAT I KNOW WILL HAPPEN IN THE FUTURE ONLY BY USING MY OWN REASONING FROM MY LIMITED EDUCATION BUT ALSO INTINCTUAL FEELINGS THAT SEEM TO COME TO PASS QUITE A LOT MORE THAN NOT. SO THAT IS ME, WHO I AM. I DON'T TREAT PEOPLE LIKE CHRIST...BECAUSE I AM NOT HIM...I TREAT PEOPLE LIKE ME, HOW I FEEL IN MY HEART HOW TO TREAT. I HAVE HAD NO DREAMS OR VISION OF ANY KIND OF JESUS OR ANY INSPIRATION OF THE SPIRIT...I JUST LIKE TO SHARE SMILES WITH PEOPLE AND JOKE AROUND AND BE JOVIAL AND ALWAYS SEEK TO FILL EVERY PERSONS NEED AROUND ME BECAUSE IT'S SIMPLY WHAT I LIKE TO DO...I SIMPLY JUST LIKE TO COOK FOR EVERYBODY AND JUST VISIT PEOPLE ONE BY ONE AND HAVE FUN. SO...TO BE CLEAR AND FOR THE RECORD...I DO NOT BELIEVE THAT I AM JESUS CHRIST. I KNOW THAT IS NOT ME....I ALWAYS WAS TOLD TO SEE THINGS THROUGH THE EYES OF CHRIST...SO I SIMPLY LISTENED TO MY PARENTS WHO TOLD ME THAT AND LIVED ACCORDINGLY....AND HOW ELSE COULD I EVER TRULY SEE FROM CHRIST PERCEPTION....I WOULD HAVE TO GO AROUND AND SAY LITERALLYI THAT I AM THE MESSIAH OF THE HUMAN RACE AND AFTER YOU KILL ME I WILL RAISE UP AFTER THREE DAYS AND PEACE WILL BE UPON EARTH....IN ORDER FOR ME TO SEE THROUGH HIS EYES, I WOULD HAVE TO SAY ONLY HIS WORDS AND HEAL ALL HUMAN ISSURES BASED UPON HIS SINGLE TEACHING, TREAT OTHER IN ALL THINGS THE WAY YOU'D WANT TO BE TREATED. AND THEN LIVED THAT EXPERIENCE AND SEE HOW YOUR FAMILY TREATS YOU, YOUR FRIENDS, IF YOU SAY THAT YOU ARE A MESSIAH. I CAN TELL YOU NOW.....I WOULD NEVER WANT TO BE JESUS...BECUASE HE MUST HAVE GOTTEN DITCHED BY ALL THIS FAMILY AND THE MAJORITY OF FRIENDS....SO FRIENDS, I AM BACK NOW, I CAN BE ME, I CAN TELL YOU WHAT IT WAS LIKE TO LIVE IN A CRHISTIAN ENVIRONMENT CLAIMING TO BE JESUS CHRIST.....OHHHHHH DAMMMMMM........IT WAS THE LONLIEST EXPERIEMENTS I'VE EVER DONE IN MY LIFE....PEOPLE LIKED STEPHEN....NOBODY LIKED STEPHEN WHEN I SAID I WAS JESUS CHRIST....I AM SO SORRY JESUS CHRIST FOR THEM TREATING ME LIKE THEY WOULD HAVE YOU IF YOU CAME DOWN HERE AND REVEALED YOURSELF THEY DON'T WANT YOU AROUND QUITE YET....THAT IS MY REPORT TO THE UNIVERSE, IF THERE IS A JESUS UP THERE SOMEWHERE... SO AGAIN...THE HUMANITY PARTY TRULY HAS THE BLUEPRINT TO HEAL THIS WORLD...AFTER 22 YEARS OF RESEARCH AND STUDY...ALL ANSWERS FROM THE VOICE OF THE HUMANITY PARTY, CHRISTOPHER MARC NEMELKA MAKE THE MOST PURELY COMMON OF ALL SENSE. IT MATTERS NOT TO ME THE SOURCE IT COMES FROM, SOME MAY SAY GOOD, OTHERS BAD....BUT THE ANSWERS TO EVERY PROBLEM THAT BESETS THIS WORLD SEEM TO COME OUT OF THAT PERSON'S MOUTH OR IN HIS WORDS HE PUBLISHES. I BELIEVE THEY ARE THE WAY TO TRUE WORLD PEACE. ......i go by stephen....not james, just stephen......i am not jesus christ...i have no idea if he ever lived. i can only wish that he did. that is my personal puresuit that i know is now over...trying to see things through the eyes of jesus christ......why does everyone need to be like him....there's only one him....no one else can be like him...once you all stop being like him...you will be happy when you simply do what all things you would want to do to make you the most happiest. jesus i think simply just said, do what i do, meaning i do what makes me happy, you do what makes you happy! cheers...no one can be like jesus christ, except for himself. And no one can be like any of you except you. that's what's unique...so all things written up to this very point were written in the frame of mind and allege point of view from jesus christ, if he were born in my body, and heavenly father told you, or him, pretty obviously that it was indeed this time the second coming....i lived my life as i would normally actual and live it, my actions were all the same, my words were all the same, my explanations of life never changed....i simply changed my name to jesus christ....than all of a sudden people hated me.....they love the Real Jesus Christ, which is not me, but hate the fake jesus christ, which is me. what really is in a name...nothing. nothing at all. i don't have no powers of any kind, i am simply a human being. i believe in the endless possibilities of all our exsitences. i love you all. and i hate that name jesus christ but in some ways i love that person, real or not....peace, love, joy, harmony....what i pray for the whole world to see. i love you all so much. thank you for reading. every person in my life that i ever seen and had any contact with...i do not regret...i just love meeting any and every human being? why? BECAUSE ANYBODY IS MORE INTERSTING THAN ME...NOW YOU SEE:)

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